So I decided to try moderation drinking. I tried it once before but thought I could do it without that “thirty day sober thing.” Guess what? It didn’t work! Surprise!!!! However, this time I am committed to dryuary although I was a day late. I have to admit that I did drink too much on Jan.1 but when the 2nd rolled around I was ready to start (or is that quit?) So this is the second night of no alcohol. I love to drink wine from early eve. until I go to bed. I LIKE TO DRINK! That is why I drink. However this past month I did overindulge to the point that I am ready to start moderating.
I feel very strong and determined, but am worried how long that will last. I am a very competitive person with myself. I am a runner and always feel like I could have run faster or broken another Personal Record (PR). So………I have determined that I can do this or I will not PR. I have failed before but want to run the race until the end of thirty days, then follow the moderation guidelines. I may need of encouragement and prayers
I am not sure that I am posting in the right place, but haven’t figured out all of the groups and how to get started in them.
So thanks for reading and I am turning out the lights after #2 day of no alcohol.